deepest condolence goes to both of you

Life is always unpredictable, isn't it? I heard a news from my mom yesterday about the incident happened to two little children of which get burnt in their house. And surprisingly, it's their maid who did the burning! F*cking insane little devil!!!! I guess they should find the maid and sentence her to death immediately.

Natassya(14) and Melvin(13) were very nice and friendly, my mom told me. Yes, my mom does know them. It should be Tasya birthday on 21st of Feb. Unluckily, the incident happened and she won't be able to spend her special day with her special one =(. I'm angry and damn upset with this incident. I wish the maid could soon get caught and justice will prevail!

Deepest condolence goes to both of you. May both of you rest in peace

We thought of you with love today,
But that is nothing new.
We thought about you yesterday.
And days before that too.
We think of you in silence.
We often speak your name.
Now all we have is memories.
And your picture in a frame.
Your memory is our keepsake.
With which we’ll never part.
God has you in his keeping.

We have you in our heart.

Rose de Leon

it happens once again =(

Life was merely the same lately. Since I haven't started my university busy weeks, I still have time to shop and play. Yes, I do shop and play a lot. I mean it! I think I might be busy with the moving things the next couple of days. I'll soon be busy with the assignments, tests, and tutorial =(. But somehow I miss the university life quite a lot. I love the time when I have to wake up at 8 instead of 12 at noon. I love the time when my timetable is fully scheduled. And I'm back to the well-organized type of student!

The same scene takes place as it should be. Mom and dad keep calling me to know how I do here. I almost doing quite good here. Better than the time I was in Medan. I'm trying to be opened, I didn't really enjoy the holiday time in Medan. Luckily now I don't have to go back there for months. This might sound quite wierd, but to be honest, I don't miss home. At all! But I miss my family =(.

Other than that, my life here is much better. Eventhough sometimes I really wish mom, dad and brothers were here. And kitty =(. I miss her so badly!

mom's leaving

I write this right after my mom left. Honestly, I'm gonna miss her so much, just like now! It has been a year, more than a year we used to leave each other by time. I guess soon or later, I'm gonna accustomed to it. In fact, everytime she left, I feel so insecure, and weak inside. What could I do without her? What could I accomplish on my own? Just like a newly born baby, I need mom so much. I mean it!

I know mom's gonna be okay. Dad and my brothers would take a good care of her, but still I wanna keep her by my side of which I know I can't. She's supposed to be in the family, for good. I promise I'll do my best for whatever she and my dad demand me to do. I'll try to be better than what they expect. Just please... blessed them always.

And mom, I miss you. So much!

make your girl smiles.

1. Don't hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out.
Jangan memeluk temannya atau temanmu dimana hal itu bisa membuatnya merasa ditinggalkan.

2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if it's just for a second.
Pegang tangannya pada setiap kesempatan... meskipun hanya sedetik saja.

3. Hug her from behind.
Peluk dia dari belakang.

4. Leave her voice messages to wake up.
Tinggalkan pesan suara untuk dia untuk membangunkan dia dari tidurnya.

5. Wrestle with her.
Bergulat dengan dia.

6. Don't go hang out with your ex when shes not with you, you might not realize how badly it hurts her.
Jangan pergi jalan-jalan dengan mantanmu jika dia sedang tidak bersama kamu, kamu mungkin tidak mengetahui betapa menyakitkannya hal itu bagi dia.

7. If you're talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her.... let her know she's yours and they aren't.
Jika kamu sedang berbicara dengan seorang Cewe, setelah kamu selesai berbicara, berjalanlah dan peluklah dia serta ciumlah dia... Tunjukkan pada dia bahwa dia milikmu dan mereka bukan apa-apa.

8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"..and not just at night after you've already been out with other girls.
Tuliskan dia sebuah catatan atau telepon dia hanya untuk sekedar menyapanya... dan tidak hanya pada saat malam hari setelah kamu bepergian dengan Cewe-Cewe lain.

9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.
Perkenalkan dia pada teman-temanmu... sebagai kekasihmu.

10. Play with her hair.
Bermain dengan rambutnya.

11. Pick her up
Gendong dia.

12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it.
Merasa kesal apabila ada Cowo lain memegang-megang dia dan dia tidak menyukainya.

13. Make her laugh, if you can make her laugh, you can make her do anything.
Buat dia tertawa, jika kamu bisa membuat dia tertawa. kamu bisa membuat dia melakukan apa saja.

14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
Biarkan dia tertidur lelap di dalam pelukanmu.

15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.
bJika dia marah padamu, cium dia.

16. If you care about her, then tell her.
Jika kamu perhatian pada dia, katakan.

17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelry (she'll treasure it forever), and one of his t-shirts (she'll most likely wear it to bed).
Setiap Cowo harus memberikan Cewe mereka 3 benda: boneka binatang (dia akan membawanya dan memeluknya setiap kali dia akan tidur), perhiasan (dia akan menyimpannya dengan baik-baik untuk selamanya), dan baju yang dimiliki sang Cowo (dia akan memakainya ketika tidur).

18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.
Perlakukanlah dia sebagaimana biasanya, meskipun sedang berkumpul dengan teman-teman.

19. Look her in the eyes and smile.
Tataplah kedua matanya dan tersenyumlah pada dia.

20. Hang out with her on weekends.
Pergi jalan-jalan dengan dia tiap akhir pekan.

21. Kiss her in the rain.
Cium dia di bawah guyuran hujan.

22. If your listening to music, let her listen too.
Jika kamu sedang mendengarkan musik, biarkan dia ikut mendengarnya bersama kamu.

23. Remember her birthday and get her something, even if it's simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER. it's the thought that counts.
Ingat hari ulang tahunnya dan belikan dia sesuatu, meskipun itu sederhana dan tidak mahal, itu adalah pemberian dari KAMU. Itu berarti segalanya bagi DIA.

24. When she gives you a present on your birthday, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)
Ketika dia memberikan hadiah pada hari ulang tahunmu, atau pada saat-saat tertentu, ambillah dan katakan pada dia bahwa kamu menyukainya, meskipun sebenarnya tidak (hal itu akan membuatnya senang).

25. Girl don't necessarily have to have hour-long conversations every night, but it's nice for them to hear your voice even for a quick hello.
Cewe tidak butuh pembicaraan lewat telepon yang panjang dan berjam-jam tiap malam, yang terpenting adalah bisa mendengar suara kamu meskipun hanya sekedar sapaan atau 'halo?'.

26. Give her what she wants
Berikan dia apa yang dia mau.

27. Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.
Hargai setiap hal kecil... itu biasanya berarti besar.

28. Tell her she's beautiful, she needs to know her striving is working.
Katakan pada dia bahwa dia cantik atau menarik, dia perlu tahu bahwa dandanannya tidak sia-sia.

29. Hang out with her whenever you are free and u should be free to hang with your girlfriend all the time
Pergi jalan-jalan bersama dia setiap kali kamu nganggur dan kamu harus siap mengajak kekasihmu jalan-jalan kapan saja.

30. If u care about her...SHOW it!
Jika kamu perhatian pada dia... TUNJUKKAN!

an ordinary one yet meaningful to me.

I just woke up from my long nap and took a bath. By time, I realized I wasted a lot for nothing. I'm bored with this long holiday. I wish I could get back to the university as soon as possible =(. Okay, I have to! Or else I'll keep lazying. I received a short message from my brother few hours ago. He actually joined the badminton tournament and I guess he now made it to the semifinal. My dad seems so happy with it. Yes, I'm happy with it too.

And my another little brother was apparently listed as one of 2009 Asean Scholarship applicants. I also received a news from him early, telling me that he was invited to join the official test this 18th of February. So, wish all of you luck dear =).

While my mom is goin back this monday. Honestly, I'll miss her a lot! I bet. And dad is still busy with his office things. I remember once I made him mad at me and now I regretted a lot. I'll do whatever it takes to make him trust me and love me back to the way it is.

...I myself got a new fringe cut, of which makes me look more like a Japan ghost =(. Anw, I got to spend my whole valentine day with my mom. But yet I got him by myside as always. Thanks for the gift. Ily ♥