this is not a 'SUNDAY'

I spent this whole Sunday alone in my room, doing nothing. I browsed whatever I can browse. I played with poupeegirl yet I feel so bored and not excited at all. I dunno what he's busy doing there but he didn't even come to see me for a while. This is the time I feel like wanna go back to mom and dad. I missed them, the worst part of studying abroad. You won't see your parents that often, probably twice or three times in a year, how could that be enough? While I used to see them every minute of my life years back then. Whatever, I'll back to them as soon as I graduate though :)

why he's not around when I need him the most? *leaving with tears.

out of control

happy weekend, people :)

I was on date last night, UP 3D, very funny cartoon although the floating house in the film doesn't make sense to me. Perfect weekend I should say, cinema, dinner and boyfriend. But somehow am regretting something, I ate too much last night. I've been skipping dinner for the whole week but I lose control afterwards :(, Nando's! Quarter chicken with lotsa fries. And yeah popcorn for movie, I can't imagine how much calories inside there TT.

Everything's out of control ! Even my bad sleeping issue, I always twisted my body all over the bed and my legs opened up like almost 90 degress forming a large acute angle. When I woke up in the morning, I'll find my blanket far away from covering me. Believe me, it's just happened recently. I was such a sweet and cute before, I can almost sleep in one position for the whole night. Now, I'm thinking probably one day later, I'll kick my husband down from the bed (imagination goes). Or perhaps I'll shake my baby to death when I'm pregnant later on. Poor baby :(, I'll try to change the habit anw. And the 'eating too much' habit !






♥ still craving for Hermes. I want one, mama !

balenciaga is so last year :(

I used to stare at those Balenciaga bags sold at Singapore Mega Sale until I got myself the black one. Honestly, I don't even use it more than 10 times and now I'm craving for the Hermes. OMG, how could my mom even nods her head for this one.

It's so costly, I have to admit. But I promise should buy myself one soon :). As soon as the bag is discounted like half price perhaps. Either the Hermes Birkin or Kelly is fine for me. Ahh, I wish I wish I wish.

mid august.

So August is going to end soon before I even have the time to settle all the craps. Time never waits, huh? Next week will be my busy week ever. I'll be having lots of torture while the girls having fun trip to Penang. Ahh, envy them ! Assignments due, presentations, and mid tests, I'm getting insane sooner or later TT. Am supposed to be in Japan with my parents for Hari Raya holiday, but shit, totally shit ! my assignments due like exactly on my trip schedule. Too bad I have to stay here for the rest of my hols. I wish I could finish the assignments right before the Japan trip and rock the hols, but mom insisted that I had to focus on study and go back to Medan instead of joining the trip. I'm so dead now !!

I could recall that i've always wanted going to Japan for vacation since I was 9 because I thought Hello Kitty and Doraemon live there and probably I could pay them a visit and make friends. But now when I know that they didn't even exist, my will stays the same. Okay, let's forget that for now ! Anw, happy fasting to those celebrating :)

missing Kitty ♥

hols!

It has been ages, I think. There isn't much to update, life goes on just like it supposed to be. My lil brother just decided to continue his study in Singapore. Mom and dad would really feel uneasy with their youngest child not by side. I'd like to wish him the best luck there.

Anw, very soon I won't be updating my blog so often. I feel like kinda bored with this writing things. And it's just more to keeping something private within me and him. This hols isn't surprisingly great to me but it's just right. I got few days abroad, few days working out, few days with those beauty things which really really take a long boring time. This is what I hate from being beautiful, it always needs sacrifices. Sitting up in the saloon for up to 3 hours just like I got nothing else to do. And yes manicure! It really makes my arm aches to the max! One more, the most important point I should say, you need to do this and that just to keep you in shape. No junk foods, no soft drink, no snacks, no dinner! Life's hell! Ohh life, girls would STILL take up all those sacrifices, yes.

Nothing much to split out here. Good night :)