April 27, 2009


What is your current obsession?
losing kgs.
What is your weirdest obsession?
being a millionaire in another second.
What are you wearing today?
tees.black skinny.heels
What’s for dinner today?
Why is today special?
karna sandalku copot begitu mpe monash, menjelang presentasi lagi =(
What would you like to learn to do?
learn to earn my very own money!
What’s the last thing you bought?
earings. f21
What are you listening to right now?
susan boyle-i dreamed a dream
What is your favorite weather?
cloudy.windy =)
What is your most challenging goal right now?
graduated from monash with straight HD (which is impossible)
What do you think about the person who tagged you?

stella & meilinda - gila.cerewet.jayus.geje
If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?


What would you like to have in your hands right now?

his hands.
What would you like to get rid of?

lemak lemak bandel ini.

If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?

Which language do you want to learn?

What do you look for in a friend?

everything on them
Who do you want to meet in person?

barrack obama!
What’s your favorite type of music?

pop definitely

What’s the favorite piece of clothing in your own closet?

loose tees.mini dress

What is your dream job?

owning high class boutique in new york
Any favorite models?

tyra banks.
If you had £100 now what would you spend it on?

n97 =)
Favorite designer?
marc jacobs.ferragamo.coco channel
Do you admire anyone’s style?

Describe your personal style

not specific (often tees and shorts)

The rules:
1. respond and rework: answer the questions on your blog, replace one question that you dislike with a question of your own invention, add one more question of your own. ( I also didn't do this part)
2. tag eight other people.I pass this on to:
1. Wie Ching
2. Tinna
3. Olyvia
4. Jesslyn
5. Jimmy
6. Hartanto
7. Chandra
8. Ling Cu

April 20, 2009

i dreamed a dream

Huahhh!! Since the mid-semester break, I haven't gathered enough energy to do anything including the assignments, tests, and presentations! I'm kinda fed up somehow. I was thinking of why I need to attend university while 90% of my future would end up in the kitchen. Too bad, dad is expecting me to be more than a good housewife. What's next?

At the end, I'll still have to do all those tasks in time. I keep blabbered to mom about how sickening university life is, how those assignments would kill me in no time, and how would those tests sent me to rehab soon or later. Mom would replied simply, "Why don't you just quit, dear and be a good housewife as you expect?". Oh yes, the answer would simply, someone isn't ready to propose me at that time. I still have to wait and learn. HAHA

I've currently become a fan of Susan Boyle. She's such an amazing one!
Ordinary people with a special gift from God being beautiful in a time of need.

Watch her here !

April 16, 2009

ruined up

It has been a week I skipped my breakfast for waking up at noon. I'll end up having cups of coffee which is definitely not a right solution. So many times I tried to get a better night's sleep, eat a better breakfast, and perk myself up when the afternoon blahs come..and so many times I failed! It does affect my mood the whole day after getting less sleep and wake up with swollen eyes =(. Oh, if only I could banged my head hard against the wall. I knew holidays would always end up like this, but this time is just so fatal.

Luckily, I'm going back to univeristy in another 3 days. By the time, I need to reschedule things I've been messed up. Yes, I have to. Before I deal with the assignments, presentations, and tests coming in a set for the next whole week. Wish me luck =)

spending your life trying to be invisible
pretending to be the person you think everyone wants you to be

either way, you're faking

April 13, 2009

on hunt!

Hot necklaces on hunt! Approx. 20 ringgit. I need papa to afford buying all this at once =). What a waste, I know. But I just can't stand not buying those cuties.

Medallion necklace

Lovers heart charm necklace
Miliana charm necklace
Anchors aweigh necklaceThe last one is such a cutie.
But I love all of them, can't wait seeing one on store =).

Click on the image for better preview

April 12, 2009


I haven't done much since I went back to Medan few days ago. I was in Bahorok the day I arrived. My parents fetch me and we soon depart after lunch. I was really tired that day. The hotel was sucks to the max, but the view and water are amazing. I never imagine I could see such wonderful view in a village like one. Unfortunately, I didn't bring my camera with me so no pictures captured. Other than that, I spent most of my times with family, watching late tv show and yes, Cinta Fitri. Guess what, last night was the last episode of its season 3. "Sampai jumpa di Cinta Fitri season 4", it got to be kidding me. I was like wtf, but I'm sure the ratings would still be high like as the previous seasons.

Next is family gathering at my house on last Sunday. It was freaking crowded with children everywhere, screaming here and there...and I got headache by time. The noise is really sickening, my grandma also think so. Not to mention, she needs to be hospitalized last night for the 4-days-stubborn-stomachache which is so killing according to her. Get well soon, granny. And today should be my outting day with mom. Yay! We plan for lunch at Sushi Tei and some window shopping. I get bored easily, and now I'm kinda depressed staying at home!

Baby, I miss you. Again, another night is too long.
Can't wait going back there. Muachs

been missing you

It's just a night and I've missed someone like hell.
Tell me what to do.

Today's Quote:

"Direction is more important than speed.
We are so busy looking at our speedometers that we forget the milestone"

hold me tight and never let me go.

April 6, 2009

N97 !

I was browsing for a new phone on target and I found a really cool gadget. I can hardly wait till it's released. Hope I'll get enough savings by the time. Trust me, N97 is damn cool. Who cares if they say it's copying i-phone? I-phone can't record video anyway. And blackberry still can't beat nokia though. Try open this video link !

Finally a cool gadget on its way =)

April 5, 2009

last call

Finally, I made up my mind and booked a return ticket for 10th April and 19th. Don't think I'm delighted going back to Medan, cause I'm not feeling great at all. I hope I could stay, but when dad said so, I need to listen and say yes. So here I am, feeling uneasy inside. My brothers would having their semester exam during my holiday later which means I won't have mate to play with. What a pity! And even worse, Kitty is now gone. She's the best play mate ever. I bet!

I don't have any plans of what I'm going to do later on, maybe spending time hanging out with cousins and family. Or probably locked myself for whole day nap. It sound pretty great to me =).

Tomorrow will be 9 a.m lecture, and I need a sleep. NOW!

Congratulations MU fans out there! Get a good night sleep

April 4, 2009


Mid semester break is in a blink of eyes, I thought that would be where the freedom comes. But then he actually going to Singapore with his mom and I'll definitely be all alone. Since that, I decided to accept my dad offer to spend the holiday at my hometown. But honestly, something seems like bothering my mind. The last time I went back there, I don't really feel safe, and comfortable. They didn't make me feel like home. I afraid going back to Medan would be a very bad decision. Let's hope nothing bad happens.

It'll be exactly a week leaving KL, and him. I guess there's part of me feeling so uneasy to let go. But dad has made me promised to him, what to say. I need to make up my mind tonight, whatever the decision would be, I'm hoping for the best.

April 3, 2009

getting accustomed

It is finally weekend again, another weekend, another casualty. Of which mostly means time to spoil myself on bed, lazying whole day. School days are somehow frustating lately, some subjects are just unacceptable to me, exceeding my brain capacity. Not to mention, I feel kinda stupid recently. Soon the lecturer explained 10 pages, the next minute, it'll remain 1/2 page in my mind. Dumbass!

I'll try to catch up with it later, that's what always in my mind. In fact, I'll just let it go and start to get panic when the exam is coming. It has always been like this since I'm in primary school. I could say, I'm getting accustomed to it and it has just become a habit (feeling bad inside).

Okay, I admit getting into a relationship is not as fun as what most single people thought, it is mostly heartbreaking when you both involved in an argument which is mostly won by the woman =). And it somehow tiring when you both seeing each other too often. But trust me, it feels damn different when you're dating the right man (I do now). Let's hope it'll last forever.

April 2, 2009

if only

I feel like wanna tell
if only someone would listen
I really need someone

I'm sitting alone here