April 4, 2009

considering

Mid semester break is in a blink of eyes, I thought that would be where the freedom comes. But then he actually going to Singapore with his mom and I'll definitely be all alone. Since that, I decided to accept my dad offer to spend the holiday at my hometown. But honestly, something seems like bothering my mind. The last time I went back there, I don't really feel safe, and comfortable. They didn't make me feel like home. I afraid going back to Medan would be a very bad decision. Let's hope nothing bad happens.

It'll be exactly a week leaving KL, and him. I guess there's part of me feeling so uneasy to let go. But dad has made me promised to him, what to say. I need to make up my mind tonight, whatever the decision would be, I'm hoping for the best.